words echoed

I was feeling so empty after a long long conversation with my,all in one friend.All my thoughts echoed one after other from a strong wall.Life is easy when I talk with her as I don't want to act at all in front of her,as she can guess whether will I mark comma or full stop in my sentences and 90% of her forecast seems true.As I age,perspective changes.More than a bunch of friends its the rhythm with few ,means a lot to me.After a long time received corrections,suggestions as she knows to stitch my beliefs with her logics.Many times  good talk needed ,to let go many and to let in many.Had  a good feel,the feel of contentment  as like I have after having kola urundai.Thanks Subha though I don't mean it between us.

Miss chinchu- my cartoon friend

Sweety,cutie and this cute kiddie should be a  doll after snow-white.Let me introduce her to the readers ,she is "Chinchu".For past one week,heard loads of stories about this prankster.I love the way how her mom narrates about chinchu. Now my favorite cartoon character wont be Rapunzel,its Chinchu.The crazy stuff is ,still I have not met my cartoon friend chinchu but heard a lot.Sometimes I laughed so louder out of my control at office premises.I guess she too knows about me from the same narrator.Hoping to meet chinchu in my next visit .Its always a great fun to be with kids like chinchu who ask 1000 questions.in double installment.I might be missing her stories from next week as the narrator goes back to her base station.I have not imagined ,I will write a post on this virtual character.Its not necessary all time for a person to mark their physical presence,the stories and memories lives in an eternal way as like we give a structure for belief we worship.

This is how I imagined but with mushroom hair cut . Very smart who can  prepare her own sandwich without hurting cheese slice.

Little structure

Whenever I see glimpse of my life travelled through while viewing facebook or my blog,feeling something filling to the brim.I love my life in mid 20's as it has little bit of structure.It can be as simple as brushing teeth before sleep to temple visit on saturdays.I have heard and supported for few slogans "live how you want","Its your personnel life","Do what you wanna do".Now I feel its meaningless to say all those words ,especially to kids.Without a structure,it would be an amoebic life.In simple words,without a structure I can run behind any thing without using rationale.I take pride in giving a structure to my life.Structureless life is same as  a pound of flesh

Estimation - installed

Recently I was attending a discussion forum ,something related with my profession,nevertheless still Iam not making peace with my post  having traces of  my professional shade.Its a hot discussion on estimation.If any topic interest me,always find its shade in my personnel life too.Those are the post too hangs in my blog ,which has strong bonding with my flesh and blood .
Estimation,re-estimation,gut feel ,what makes a success story,scope,cost and effort estimate.....those are the words swirling in the discussion hall.My inner mind was just giggling for some reason.I have seen some really wrong estimations which has helped a person in a different way and right estimations makimg a person to dwell in comfort zone.I can speak all the rules written by Manu ,feeling myself as an invincible force but still my body and mind is automated in such a way to uncross my legs while seeing a person in half white hair.
My inference and reason for my invisible giggle is,body and mind has their own signals to converge for each process,its always been a special process.What works for me,might not for you and viceversa.Few can preach winning stories,book of rules,Do's and Dont's.But I always found magic in being a disobedient student to the teacher who enforced me Do's and Dont's.Even now the same.

good,bad and ugly

Longer walks along streets
with short talk in between
Days with introspection
Sip of tea glancing lovable blogs

pals replaced with gadgets and books
Though acquaintances can be made with big Hi
 Happy to call myself  a  true introvert in a city of modern age

Storm,rain and wind teaches me a lot
It says ,"Rolling stone gathers no moss"

Grieve for sometime and make a move

out of network

I have n number of thoughts fleeting together,which I find it hard to give a structure to it.Now Iam in the phase of training the dragon ,to live all by itself.Few giggle,few mock but each person has a bone behind the mask what they try to project to the world.I weep as much as I laugh,never had a sigh to accept it.Its my time to have  mild disconnection from my world,which I really love to be.Its always been so comfortable to steal others time in the name of various forms of relationship.Wanna thank few buddies who made me to realise my mistake,which I casually did so far.

temple for Brahma

Walking a lot in new streets.As I am interested in temples with grand stories and parks,hunting for it in my vicinity.I heard about Brahma temple at BTM.started my walk letting out memories to go in the air.Easily reached Brahma mandhir .Happy to see grand old idols for Brahma,Vishnu ,Uma maheswari and Hanuman with six heads.Remembered Sanskrit sloga on Brahma,Vishnu and Maheswar.Navagrahaa's are quiet different and I loved the place for its transcendence silence.Few images I managed to click

 

Temple for Brahma is rare in its kind.

Its a beautiful place where endless thoughts converge to a null point.

what weighs?

When I was introspecting my life for past one month,am I the person ready to give up many many stuff for the sake of profession,but I did.Left those streets, parks and my heavenly single bed with books scattered around . I never felt I am alone though that's the reality.Sometimes I feel did I made my life complicated,yes it is.Why sudden responsibility in professional life.I know that there is nothing as big and serious to take it to head.But I am matured.unconsciously body and mind reacts to it.Though many policies are strictly against my personnel interest, abiding it for the sake of commitment. Learning a new culture takes its own time and energy, anyways trying to make peace with it.

when kid comes

One interesting thing which I come across is "Day care for kids" at my office.When I enter into office in the morning ,I see lot of kids coming along with their mom.Its quiet interesting to see each phase of life.Initially it made me feel am I working with wrong crew,now used up with watching kids and eagerly listening to my collegues role as dad and mom.I always believe lot to learn from kids from burning curiosity to transparent talk.I reared birds and plants,next will be a kid.I might like the next phase of my life with same curiousness towards life .Parenting is such an amazing task in this modern era,where we try to balance the equation of multiple roles.I remember how I try to cheat my father and mom with my cajoling words and how my father is clever enough to make me live his dream ambitions.pets and kids can make you forget your age.

Inspired

Whenever people ask me about my favourite actress,its Deepika Padukone .Not only because of her dazzling face,something more than that which made me clinged to

• Ofcoure her closeup smile which adds confidence to her attitude
• Deepika's composed talk,whatever silly questions shooted by spectators,hardly I have seen her jumping out of temper
• Athlet's atttitude which reveals physical fitness and mental fitness are directly proportional to each other
• Her choosy and witty words ,never to be entangled with situations
• Exponential growth in her career which is a breakthrough, narrates success never comes out of shortcuts.

Lotmore to speak about,in nutshell she is a girl of beauty with brain.Inspired Deepika whenever I listen her short talk in IIFA awards.

Rich song in jadhi,lyrics ,swara....

One of the song which touched me with its lyrics in my native language and  composition.

"Kanne un kaalam sendra kadhai enna" thought provoking lines by Kannadhasan.Durbarikaanada is the raga used here ,which has the power to melt mountains and powerful usage of mridhangam moved the song from start to end.

The you

The You ,I adore the most
For some its the cigarette smoke makes them feel better
For me,its my bigtalk with you.

To be casual at any spot needs lot more energy
Its that casual plain life which I admire in you
And I know you can gift the same for all.

You,viral in spreading laughter
You,abiding protocols in blood
You,respecting every relation
Not more ,Not less.

 Rarely approached with agenda
Meeting request starts with "Bye"
With  this informal person I forget past and future
celebrating the present.

Dedicating it to Mr. Akshay Karthik, the person who simply made many things casually possible for me .

Siva samudra - fun of the day

This time while bidding "Adieu" for our friend before her wedlock,had a refreshing trip to Siva samudram falls .It has a beautiful history when I surfed about it in Wiki,as I always love stories .We reached in 3 hours after having yummy breakfast at Kamat hotel.Inspite of Mantya District being so hot,Siva samudram waterfall along with gaganachukki and barachukki brought life to the place with running water.

Its a feel of happiness while seeing smoke out of gushing water.I would suggest never to miss that Koraikal ride for 300 bucks,it worth it.Its a lifetime enjoyment when we swirl in the koraikal and whent the  koraikal rider takes us closer to gushing falls and the feel goes unexplained with lot of selfies.Its one such image captured by my friend and it stands closer to my heart.
                               

After a happy ride,we can drench in falls which is at walkable distance from this place.We thoroughly enjoyed drenching in falls with loads of fun.After spending funtime at Barachukki falls ,we went to Talakad and its a place with sand dunes .It has its own history,which I read in small pamplets kept for sale.Its a place where shiva is in five different avatars as Pathaleswara,vaidheswara,narabaleshwara et all.As I always love to have temple visit,I enjoyed it with the story .After peaceful lunch in small karnataka mess,we planned to visit Somnathpura which was at 30 Kms from Talakad.If a person interested in monuments,architecture its a place not to be missed.As its been created in Hoysala's period,same replica is at Halebidu .

Here goes few snaps captured at Somnathpura,will make us to say WOW.Its the pillar with lot of curvilinear work

Perpendicular view of stupa

closer view 

Story of grand old military in sculpture

And a Black pigeon 

I enjoyed a day's trip with interesting facts and pictures.There is always so much to celebrate in ancient monuments to modern innovations .Special credits to Mr. Akshay for capturing wonderful pics at its best.

self help

This is the post comes out as byproduct of my depression. Readers dont mind as this post is so much to let go.when listening ears are far,blog substitutes it.Me too becoming a victim of famous term depression,as I started to read blogs on " how to come out of depression".New place,new job,new streets are always good to read in blogs.when going through that phase, somewhere felt the feel of abandonment.Me,a person who dissolves piles of stress by big talk ,gags found a beautiful desert for a while.Somewhere some emptiness and I know the clear reason for it.Now I know the reason why many plants starve for living if we disturb its natural living.Now learning to knock doctor's door by self help.Non living television has become my roomie atleast to make sound.Working on it ,as I know to be a doctor for the world but not for me. As Its always painful to deal with a dogmatic patient.

Timekeeper

hurrah! completed a boring book "The Time Keeper",by Mitch Albom at my office infront of my manager.No other reason as I dont have anything to invest my time and so timekeeper.Not a good read.Though he is my favorite author,he could not bring out fiction in his books.Purposefully,I skipped last few pages as it squares up my boredom.Author made a character who tried to measure time and later he is punished for his sin of measuring time.How he tried  to convince two different characters about significance of time is the story.
 Time is something which brings in insecurity to human, whereas  not the case with any other organism over here.I felt Time is the pivot for  balanced process in human existence.If not hierarchy,dynasties,respect ,life expectancy etc could have gone for a toss.
In few places author made me to think more about magic of time and his micro stories on each character made my mind to multitask.If you don't have magazines at office,locked in a room without LAN connectivity it can help you to ponder your thoughts about time.
Last but one,I hate the usage of Father time in this book, as a whole its a book to skim once.

pile of crib

Iam a person who can't give up cribbing with close souls.whenever I talk its about micro stories for the day and they know my psychology as well.After heading into new organisation with new job description,they knew well I will come up with piles of problems.I can go to the extent of shouting from hand dryers as an alternative to hand tissues.
Same way I have jotted down my complaint list ,already spoke about it to my "close to heart" souls.Travel more than 3 hours a day,traffic gushing roads,in-convincing amenities,and finally team filled with senior citizens with one female resource "me".Somewhere some inhibition,generation gaps and tea talk with their children's question papers.I just want to say let's discuss something interesting,but Iam holding me with plastic smile.
Went to the extent of marking my sign off date after a year.In one corner of my mind,all these can be dropped into basket of acceptable compromises.Getting used to it for the sake of my end goal,should be the mantra,gonna practice.
I do have the habit of blowing my trumpet if I have a feel of something interesting.Yes! of course my assignment for next one year.Everyone will have plan A or Plan B while joining any organisation and for me its about the curve of learning,which one day will inspire me to write something about my career.
I speak a lot in my blog and with folks and acquaintances,by borrowing words from many books.But Time alone can whitewash few hardcore conventional things which lives within me.Let it be a good opportunity to learn and to give up my insecurities.

2 states

This is the movie which I dont want to watch as it has its own reason,but I did.It took some energy out of me as it made me to dust the past.What looked so interesting during college days ,is so different now.Its a good watch.I was able to remember all the characters which I read before 4 years.Nothing less,nothing more when I compare with book.But hero Arjun Kapoor looks like a dumb at times,and shrewd at other.Heroine Alia Bhatt looks so cute,who was not able to do justice to the character Ananya.Typical entertainment movie with full vibrant colours and  music.Revathy ,Ananya's mother has done a good job as typical tamil-Brahmin amma.As a whole I enjoyed the movie ,though it has its own ifs and but... 3 cheers to screenplay

Adieu

This time official stuff creeps into my personal blog.Loads of memories when biding Adieu for my first job.Though I know this job wont interest me much,but interested with this company for the fat cheques. As Iam a person of "Make things happen" I targeted for it in my first placement and got it in single shot.Loads of memories from the first click after placement at college to "last but one " on April 25th 2014.If I go back before 3 + years ,my mind putforth a question, what more a concern can give more than a brand name and fat cheques.It prooved fat cheques can make a being better person.Few beautiful takeaways when I introspected from 2010

This is the concern taught me to take responsibility for my actions and emotions.
This is the place where I learnt to eliminate Sir/Madam to any name
This is the place where I have been dogmatic and lethargic as fresher and responsible as an experienced associate.
This is the place taught me to  wake up by 5 A.M at times ,to respect time.
This is the place taught me the difference between black and white areas.

This is the place taught me where designations will vanish and still a beautiful relationship exist with my mentors and comrades outside the organisation.
And  this is the place taught me never compromise with your decisions and just be curious as Iam always with "What's next?"

Though I have become an ex now,these takeaways will guide me as like the far distant light helps a ship in black sea.
Still so much to speak about,but marking a full stop thinking of those souvenirs which I have not even thought about.