Dear Chirax,
For past couple of days my mind compiles this letter,but unable to put it in words.Sometimes too personnel stuff can hang in my wall,as that is what adding facevalue to my social life,making me a better person.What to be corrected in talk,what should be left as it is,how still the behavior should be made better,and many many subtle things.If I want to speak about anchor as of now,it is she who makes me feel "being at home".Still I have the habit of sharing microstuff happened through out the day,earlier it was with mom and now it is chirax."The mocking comment with hidden happiness within" common in both these people of smile.I dont believe in man-made relationship as someway or other it looks like smile on plastic doll's face.Things when it happen by its own with enough amount of time ,that electrovalent bond creates simply a magic.
Without you ,I would have done my Post Graduate but might have missed the charm in my face when I disclose my percentage first to you.I would have walked for my classes with "Ekla chalore song" but missed those long calls when I burst out with my pain while balancing academics and career.I would have missed those redwine bottles which you happily buy for me after each of my stressful exams.I would have missed those oranges and apples which you get for me before each session ,just not to sleep.I would have missed all your day-in and day-out calls which checks my half written notes and my group gossips.You might not have seen some faces ,but you know groups and sub-groups created out of my personnel and official life.
If I want to recreate few moments,most probably my moments with you.Sometimes I dont regret for being emotional .I know there is never been a word "Thanks" between us.Nevertheless,Its my time to convey the feel in my letters.My mind knows,you are least bothered to read but if there is a chance ,I would love that moment.Inherited a lot from you though we dont share same mother tongue dear.Your one thought about me is "Iam let go" types which is seldom true but not all times.Its not me the reason,when man and material expires by itself ,it moves out of time.Loving you as always in abundance :)
For past couple of days my mind compiles this letter,but unable to put it in words.Sometimes too personnel stuff can hang in my wall,as that is what adding facevalue to my social life,making me a better person.What to be corrected in talk,what should be left as it is,how still the behavior should be made better,and many many subtle things.If I want to speak about anchor as of now,it is she who makes me feel "being at home".Still I have the habit of sharing microstuff happened through out the day,earlier it was with mom and now it is chirax."The mocking comment with hidden happiness within" common in both these people of smile.I dont believe in man-made relationship as someway or other it looks like smile on plastic doll's face.Things when it happen by its own with enough amount of time ,that electrovalent bond creates simply a magic.
Without you ,I would have done my Post Graduate but might have missed the charm in my face when I disclose my percentage first to you.I would have walked for my classes with "Ekla chalore song" but missed those long calls when I burst out with my pain while balancing academics and career.I would have missed those redwine bottles which you happily buy for me after each of my stressful exams.I would have missed those oranges and apples which you get for me before each session ,just not to sleep.I would have missed all your day-in and day-out calls which checks my half written notes and my group gossips.You might not have seen some faces ,but you know groups and sub-groups created out of my personnel and official life.
If I want to recreate few moments,most probably my moments with you.Sometimes I dont regret for being emotional .I know there is never been a word "Thanks" between us.Nevertheless,Its my time to convey the feel in my letters.My mind knows,you are least bothered to read but if there is a chance ,I would love that moment.Inherited a lot from you though we dont share same mother tongue dear.Your one thought about me is "Iam let go" types which is seldom true but not all times.Its not me the reason,when man and material expires by itself ,it moves out of time.Loving you as always in abundance :)
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